W R Heustis

Becoming Silent W R Heustis

By working on healing the long-standing trials and tribulations of not only my past but those of my heritage, a transformation was not only possible but also predictable. How far that would reach, however, was beyond knowing? But with my brother acting as if what I was doing was working, I sensed a profound potential within my grasp. In a way, what I was doing for myself was also helping others. Perhaps in a fundamental sense, this was what mediation felt like. But with that, I also felt that it was done impersonally and without any sort of expectation or desired outcome. If I even made a dent in a dreadful past, then this effort was well worth it. It gave me a sense of purpose as well as meaning. That meant that I was no longer powerless. I was no longer at the mercy of a cursed fate. No, instead, whatever form transformation would take would happen as a consequence of being in alignment with the will of the universe and the intelligence behind it.